On Emotional State

I just love to watch wedding videos on Youtube.

But..(with the capital letter) BUT.. At the end of most video I will shed tears. I will start to wonder.. Who
will be by my side during the akad nikah (besides the mak andam)? Cz almost all the video i watched, they hv their mother by their side. :’(

I also wonder if can i reali hold back those tears. Im a very emotional person. (I cried when Haidah gt married lasr yr). U see wat i mean? Its nt even my wedding.. But i shed tears.. Emo shit i must say.

During sanding.. Whose hands will I seek blessing from? Cz I’m afraid that my dad would jus leave after he witness the Akad Nikah.

So many things are running in my mind now. I’m so scared of many things. I believe all i cn do now is.. Importantly, pray to Allah. Seek his guidance. Plan well n hope everythng will run smoothly on actual day. InsyaAllah.

2 thoughts on “On Emotional State

  1. dun worry. of course u will have us to be by your side on ur solemnisation day!Just pray that everything go smoothly. To have a mother figure with you on ur wedding day is of course the best. but ni sume takdir Allah. Yang penting, kau selamat diijabkabulkan. and thats when all started. Your new life as a wife and holding all the responsibilities. chill ok? ;)

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